Hey there. I made the mistake of leaving my mandolin in a car yesterday. As a result, the neck has become even more warped, and the top has started to bend under the weight of the strings.. It now feels even more dangerous than usual, and really would like to be replaced.. Unfortunately, though I currently have the funds to make this happen, I would not feel comfortable bleeding my account dry until I am gainfully employed..
Being unemployed has a certain vibration.. A sort of feeling in the back of your mind that constantly tells you that you are useless. This feeling is no doubt a result of evolution, and is there to encourage productivity and thus better circumstances.. I have not had a single callback this week, which is disappointing as I have put in well over 30 applications over the last 3 weeks.. I would very much like to have a job. How is it that on TV, people can go out in the morning looking for work and be employed by lunchtime?
Why is it that the most terrifying things are also the easiest to do? How is it that facts which support a theory automatically make the theory true, even when the facts are not? How is it that it is OK to wear a speedo to a public swimming pool, and not OK to buy coffee in the same garment? How is it that two things with no significance by themselves, are when brought together completely significant? How is it that you are right now able to give a face and a voice to lines, dots and dashes on a high tech piece of paper? why does it smells really good outside Subway but when you go up to the counter, it smells like a subway? Why is it that we say things when there is no reason for them to be said? Why did I write that crap?
C ya rownd..
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